I passed the NCLEX!!! Gods be praised! I can now fill out applications with an actual license number, no more "temporary license" bullshit.

Such a relief. I earned every bit of this. All my work and worry has led to this, and it makes it all the more worth it.

Still waiting to hear from places. Now hopefully it'll be easier to get a job now that I'm licensed.

In this story there's three people: K, her boyfriend J, and me.

K tells me that she's decided for the millionth time to break-up with J. After "being pressured" she agreed to give him a week to fix things, but K told me she had no intention of actually giving J any sort of chance whatsoever and had already found someone else.

I thought it was a hurtful secret and that J might have the right to know. So I mulled about it for a day and discussed it with my sister, knowing that if I didn't tell J he might get crushed when she left and that if I told him I'd lose K as a friend if she ever found out. At the time I thought it was the right thing to do, so I was a bad friend and called J and told him what K told me.

Now, I'm reaping the consequences and they're all bad. K found out somehow that I told (I'm almost positive J did it) and is pissed at me. Understandably so, I did break her confidence. But she's so passive-aggressive she didn't call me for two weeks to hang out and when I called her she wouldn't tell me who squealed on me or what she's going to do about it.

She told me she'd call me back tonight, but I'm seriously doubting that's going to happen.

What do you do when you thinking you're doing the right thing only ends up bringing you pain and confusion? How do you know in hindsight what you did was the right thing?

If she's just going to ignore me until I call and then confront me, do I really want someone in me life like that? And the way I know K treats J, what has she done behind my back to me? I guess I just need to have faith that this is for the best and move on with my life. After all, I still have plenty of people who do care for me, right?

I just got a call from Cal-Cam (a local hospital) about a job interview Friday for full or part time. Fingers crossed I get full time.

And I was just talking yesterday about how a hospital hadn't called me back yet. The gods provide, cher, yes they do.

Few things going on in my life:

1. I hate drama by proxy. Lately it seems my life's full of it, and I'd like that to change because there's nothing I can do to fix it and it's just pissing me off. I'm a little angry because other people's life drama is finding its way to spill into mine and get me involved. And that's bullshit.

2. I hope one of the hospitals I put my application in Thursday calls me today. I'd be nice to have a job, some money, and be able to go see the Exalted Dr. Theriot. (God knows my back needs it!)

3. The NCLEX is trying to mind-fuck me by making me more and more nervous as June 26th approaches. Hopefully it won't get the best of me. Hopefully.

I'm 22 years old. Female. Engaged to Thomas, a psychology student at the local university. We're getting married by a justice of the peace next year, still not sure when we're getting handfasted.

I just graduated from the local community college with a degree in practical nursing. I've just got to go take the test and then I'm a nurse.

My parents are still married. I have one sister named Erin.

My fiance's parents are pretty cool. We don't always see eye-to-eye, but we bet over it.

I'm a witch. I've been told by my guides that I need to cross in the Fae tradition, but with my schedule as it is I don't know when that's going to be.